Missing Time: An Experiencer's Journal

Hello world! Hello Boise! Hello mom!

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Welcome to Missing Time: An Experiencer's Journal!

I have debated for two years whether to put this on the Internet. My family thinks I should not. But other people need to know they are not alone. This is my story.

Background music: Over the Rainbow Fields

~~ Support ~~

If any of this sounds familiar, please e-mail me. I run a small support group that meets in the chat room on Thursday nights. You are not crazy and you are not alone.

~~ Signs You May Be An Experiencer ~~

Strange marks (often in groups of three)
Nosebleeds after vivid dreams
Fear of certain lights or sounds
Electronics acting up around you
A sense of being watched at night

~~ What I Remember ~~

It was a Tuesday. I remember because the garbage truck comes on Wednesdays and I had just taken the cans out. There was a light in the backyard, brighter than the porch light, and a sound like a refrigerator humming but bigger.

Under hypnosis I remembered a room with a curved ceiling and small figures with large dark eyes. They were not mean. They seemed... curious. Like I was a science project. I suppose I was.

Since then I have had dreams about the room almost every month. In the dreams they show me pictures of oceans and forests. I do not know what they want me to understand.